Horpsy, where is the part 3?
Even in my sleep, that was all I was hearing. You people too like gossip and thats why you keep coming back here and of course there is enough gists and tea to go around, so don't worry about you not getting a cup of tea except you don't take tea. You noticed I've changed the page theme too so you can feel more welcomed ☺️
Lets start what we have come into the room to do (insert beats) (If you know you know 😉😉)
I got of the bus and lied to my dad that I had to take permission in School and I will be home on Monday, this was a saturday, remember? and I was also not in School. I am not looking to add to my problem of not being in school since I left home for the past 2 weeks.
On Monday, I packed just few things and left my boyfriend's place in the afternoon so I can reach home at night. I am from an African home and I have not passed beating so if they want to pounce on me, let it be at night when nobody can see them spoiling my steeze and I didn't know what they had planned for me.
Depending on how you imagine things, the rest of this tea can be emotional, sensitive, funny or sad but lets continue.
I got home around 7pm and I met my mum and sister at home and the next thing that came out of my mum's mouth was "Oloyun, eti de" meaning "welcome, pregnant woman". It was funny an akward but I cant find anything to laugh about. I stayed at the door till I was told to come in cos I am not about to step on any more toes.
I went into my room to drop my bag and I saw that my mum had hanged drip like they do in the hospital, I say " wetin be this abi eyes dey pain me ni". I was then called to come and have dinner, 'yes ma' I think it was Amala and ewedu, the food sweet o but as I was eating, my dad came home and the food just hung in my throat. "he he he he he, I'm not gonna take it easy on my hater' I don't have close rapport with him anyways but because I had done the unthinkable I have to compose.
He said when I finish eating, I should join him in the parlour, I did and he started asking me questions. Who impregnated you? I had to tell him the person i picked to be responsible and No, the person wasn't a stranger infact he was a visitor in our street (someone that came to spend holiday with a known family). He further asked me where we carried out the act, told him it wasn't on the street but the guy's friend's place. He say 'you no dey fear' I didn't answer. He said 'you are better than that guy o, or were you raped' I said No. There were a lot of questions that I couldn't give answers to at that point because with which mouth? 🤭
My mum now said 'even if you want to have fun, can't you use condom' I didn't answer because what is condom or when did you teach me how to use one 🤔. After all the unnecessary interrogation, I kept the pregnancy and gave birth to my sister. (Just kidding 😂 🤣) I followed my mum to the room and she started looking for veins in my body to pass the drip.
Mum: this drip is very strong to terminate any pregnancy so don't worry, after few hours you will pass out blood and that's you will go back to your normal life.
Me: Yes ma.
The drip was passed, I finished it and surprise surprise, I didn't pass out any blood 🤣🤣🤣🤣 strong belle. I woke up the next day and everyone was petting me as I fell sick 🤭 so that blood can come out. My mum eventually went to work and she kept calling for blood. I am yet to see any oo. 😒. The next day, I woke up to hot pap by 5am because my mum believed that heat will trigger the pregnancy and it will fall out.
A whole nurse 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
I took this every morning and night and the next day, she added gin to the mix, i take with hot pap with one hand, I step down with hot gin under strict supervision. This time around, my father has moved on with his life, nothing concern him again 😂 On Thursday, my mum asked 'are you sure, you are even pregnant? because all this torture should have affected the baby if you are indeed pregnant. I never mentioned that I had done tests, because they would know that I wasn't in school so there was no assurance/evidence on their part that I am indeed pregnant.
My mum said, let's go to the lab for test, who am I to say No 🤭 On our way to the lab ( I dont know how she got the address cos e far)=+, my mum told me 'don't put down your real name o' I said okay, we got there, did the test and boom, NO PREGNANCY 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Sorry, bad joke. The pregnancy was shinning infact almost 2 months now according to the results 😅. My mum said 'you see your life' I see my life oooo 😩😩 She had to approach one of the staff privately and told them our predicament, simply put 'This child has made a mistake and we need help to abort'
The staff was like 'that one na small thing na, we get sure plug for that' so they gave us the address of the sure plug and the woman wanted to start preaching on how I'm grown and can have the baby that she only attend to teenager, my mum start begging her that we have used medication to terminate and the child may be deform now, she should help us. My mum had to show her I.D that she's a nurse blablabla and she's not going to cast her as we only need help.
Woman to woman, girl's girl. She told us to meet her the next day with our 15k for the procedure and we would still pay her transport costs. This woman took us from Lagos to Sango inside. I can never get that place if i had complications and wanted to go back. But my mum was with me so i had no fear. The hospital was a one man owned and he had all this small girls as nurse. This life ehn, we never asked if he was qualified or anything, we just want to get rid of the pregnancy and I was just there as the sacrificial lamb. But I'll rather die in safe hands (my mum) than in Oyo town where I knew nobody.
The procedure was pretty fast but gory, infact it was less than 15mins. My legs were hanged and an iron was inserted in me to part my privates and another iron to scrape out the foetus. They close my legs back and gave me injection and some medicines I used immediately and the rest routinely. I didn't spend extra minutes than that 15mins and I could stand again and we went back home. On our way, instead of my mum to keep quiet 🤫 she started preaching on how I should not think about it and my own child will come, telling me some people plan to keep pregnancy and have miscarriages so I should see it as one. If I give you blow 🤛
I got home, rested and we planned to go back to 'school' the day after tomorrow so they can monitor me to finish my medicine. On the day I was going back to 'school' I was almost approaching Ibadan when I felt that heavy flow. All my clothes was soaked as if a tap of blood was opened under me 😩 and I was on a black skirt so it could be easily concealed. When I got down the bus (I left the stain for them, hopefully the next person will forgive me) I ran straight to 'Academy' that was the only recognised market then at Iwo road. I bought pad and beg the shop owner to allow me fix it but damn I was rushing. That would be my first heavy HEAVY flow.
I got back to my boyfriend's, stayed for a week more before going back to school and we couldn't have the sex that I had promised him, Shame 😔. I won't lie, this marks the begging of our separation 💔. I kept asking if he would forgive me and he said yes but I know deep down it was a lie. I kept things cool though but few people that I discussed this with advise that I should break up with him if he doesn't because if we get married he would start bringing it up and I will feel indebted to him while he keeps abusing me. Immediately he said he wants to break up with me, I didn't even argue because I was already expecting it.
Did I ever get pregnant after this? Leave that to your imaginations 🤣🤣🤣
Did I regret the abortion? Never ever, infact with who I am today, I'm grateful I don't have a child tying me to someone I may end up hating cos the child go suffer. I will be a very bad mother to that child because I don't know who was responsible till date.
My parents could have done better by giving me an option if I wanted to keep or remove, I didn't have a say on my own body which I didn't like.
Do I still have a womb? I'm menstruating 🤭
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📸: me and my then boyfriend.
Song for the day: Dance in the rain by Tuface.
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